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Post by Kitsune on Nov 25, 2008 22:17:00 GMT -5
When did I say for her to forget about you? She told me you hurt her and she didn't care. But hey, *shrugs* she wont lie to you and she has lied to me so who knows what to believe. This conversation will never be settled. Don't you threaten us. It's just stupid. I am done with this. *shrugs* Kila just talked to Spyke and she doesn't want back in the group anyway. She told her thats she done with us so whats the point in fighting over this?
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Post by Malik_Desert_Dancer on Nov 25, 2008 22:21:27 GMT -5
That wasn't a threat *deadpans* I see when I'm no longer wanted. I'm sorry I lead you to believe that I'm a bad person now. I see that somethings should be left alone. She told me that while you two were dating you told her to forget about me. I'm just a memory. She didn't mail the books yet, she just got my adress today..
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Post by Raikou-Neko on Nov 25, 2008 22:36:23 GMT -5
Okay...I'm sorry about how long it's been...>.<" *feels like a bad person* And Kit, you too Kila...just because B has sided with Spyke doesn't mean she's bad. She doesn't understand what has happened and how badly all of us have been hurt. And she HAS made valid points. I am still totally for a full confrontation. Then, nothing is second or third hand. It's all laid out on the table.
---Edit--- B is NOT a bad person. She's a good friend that none of us have seen in...forever! XD So...please try and look through her eyes how all of this looks. And please STOP lashing out at her.
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Post by Malik_Desert_Dancer on Nov 25, 2008 22:39:13 GMT -5
I haven't sided with Spyke I jsut fail to see a reason why someone should be ostrasized from the group because of second hand info from mad people. But If you want me to leave I will I'm sorry I'm not down there and I'm not up on anything. I'll just go, if you don't want to hear from me again just tell me. It will make you rlifes easier i guess.
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Post by Raikou-Neko on Nov 25, 2008 22:43:05 GMT -5
I want you to stay...I actually miss you...you taught me all my swearing words...XD And if everything is getting laid out, YES, I was sickened by what I saw of Spyke recently (how her patterns were so predictable in trying to manipulate us.......)...but I...feel like this is turning into what happened to Momo and Gaku....Momo thinks the same. That we were wronged but she feels like it's that all over again...
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Post by Malik_Desert_Dancer on Nov 25, 2008 22:48:36 GMT -5
^-^ like go f a llama. hehe I said that the other day and giggled to myself afterwords making all my friends look at me weird.. What happened between them?
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Post by Raikou-Neko on Nov 25, 2008 23:08:52 GMT -5
Well...the bright side to this is that we're setting up a confrontation with all major parties involved and a mediator. I'll get the results to you somehow, B...*hugs*
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Post by Malik_Desert_Dancer on Nov 25, 2008 23:18:31 GMT -5
^-^ thanks hun. I really hope this works out. I feel bad for butting in but if I hadn't there wouldn't be a set up to talk things out. So thats one plus. I miss you guys and I will try to come down over the summer. If I can get time off work. lol T-T ~B~ p.s. I am sending christmas presents!
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Post by Zurui-Kitsune on Nov 26, 2008 13:06:52 GMT -5
I know I really shoudn't get involved but I have to say something that I didn't tell anyone. Or at least I don't think I did. I swear that everything below happened.
Back at Otakon, right after DBIO finished their skit, *which I thought was well done* Spkye seemed to be upset about something. Kit went over and tried to talk to her but Spkye wouldn't say what was wrong. I believe a few people tried to talk to her. The next day back at the apartment I overheard Spkye talking on her phone. *I didn't mean to, I was just walking by* I heard her complaining about how she wasn't having a great time and how the skit sucked. She was saying how everything went wrong and about things of that nature. After when she was finished, she went on like nothing had happened.
The purpose of a group is to help each other. I know that they were trying to help Spkye, I saw them doing it. If they didn't care about Spkye then would they even bother with her? No, but they did try and Spkye rejected their helping hands.
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Post by Kila on Nov 26, 2008 16:56:57 GMT -5
Yeah...I'm going to have to just let go here. I'm done after being called an angry person, after becoming bitter, after being seen in not only one person's eyes but another person's as well as someone capable of forging - of lying.
I have been picked apart at the seams, and so here I am, falling apart.
I did feel sorry for Spyke, I tried to open the floor for her to start fresh, but clearly I'm still just wrong.
No matter what, it seems that I have become the bad guy. The opposite of who I truly am. Or maybe I have always been this way, and it took me until now to realize that I am the kind of person I hate.
One way or another I'm done. My heart and soul are shattered painfully and I can't even see for crying so hard. Before I go I will say this:
- My information came from someone else, and I trust them fully. But I do see the pain that Spyke has gone through and I feel that she has endured enough.
- DBIO was my dream. I don't mark the years in days, or awards, or even tests. I don't work hard for college, or money, or presents. I pour my all into going to anime conventions because they were - are - the one place that I can be me and live life to its fullest with my friends.
- I overreacted and for that, I'm sorry.
- I wish that I could have convinced everyone to let Momo into DBIO.
- I do not regret Gaku's loss because he does not harbor much respect.
- I never once hated Spyke, but after all I was told, I got caught up in defending my family, DBIO.
- I feel that I have driven away everyone from this group. I was the final conversation with Spyke and Tenshi, I was a HUGE part of the argument about Gaku and Momo. We almost lost Sora because of that. I wish I had quit this crazy dream before this happened. Maybe then DBIO would still be...the loving family I remember it being.
- I did not lie about anything I heard.
- I feel that B simply cares too much, and I hate that she sees me as someone who would undermine and alienate someone for faulty reasons. I will forever remember her as the girl that I played Mercy with for the first time and ended up on the floor laughing because of it.
- I hope that the best of life will cradle DBIO. My family. My life. My dream.
Please forgive me for all of my wrongs, for becoming the spiteful person that I seem to be. I love you all, and I will hold onto my dreams, but that is all they can be. Dreams. Because I have lost myself, and I don't want to keep making things worse.
Sorry.
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Post by Raikou-Neko on Nov 27, 2008 9:39:55 GMT -5
I already forgave you, Kila...*had a txting conversation with her yesterday about just this*
Even more so...there wasn't really anything for me to forgive in the first place. You have seen what you were doing and you have decided that it must stop. *hugs her tightly* It takes a truly good person to see what they are doing isn't exactly right...
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Sakura
Hopeless
That's what you get when you let your heart win...
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Post by Sakura on Nov 27, 2008 12:23:18 GMT -5
Oh God. I see I'm going to have to come back here more often.
Kila, I've talked to you, so you probably pretty much know what I'm about to say.
Flame, first off, I wanna say that I love you like a sister, for the next words I type won't seem like I do. Neko, thank you for putting in my words, but I just feel that you didn't represent me adequately enough. It's not your fault, of course, which is why I'm here to post now.
Frankly, Flame, I think you need to shut your mouth.
First off, you haven't been here. I acknowledge the fact that you know this, and I was hoping that you would keep an open mind to all of us. Unfortunately, I was proven wrong there.
Secondly, hun, you are BIASED. I can see it; you've always loved Spyke more, so naturally, you'd automatically take her side. I don't blame you, but you have no right to call ANY of us blinded without being a hypocrite.
Thirdly, I don't think you even KNOW us anymore. To go so far as to accuse Kila and Kit of fraud in their anger? WHY do you think they're angry?? And regardless, neither of them would EVER fabricate things to make Spyke look like a villain. She does a pretty good job of that herself.
Look, if you want to ignore the evidence and continue to have faith in Spyke, then more power to you. I can't anymore, because I HAVE seen the lies, and often been victim to them as well. I don't expect you to understand that, because you and Spyke are so close. Naturally, you'd want to defend her.
Well, guess what? You may not see it, but you're defending a liar and an attention monger.
I haven't had much contact with Spyke over the past few months. When I do see her, she is nothing but openly friendly to me, and I am polite in return, not wishing to cause more turmoil than necessary. But I will not call her friend. She is, to me, now merely a classmate, a fellow RPer, but not a friend. She has wounded the people I love, and when you mess with my family, you mess with me.
You may not be able to see it. All you probably see is the "maliciousness" of our group decision, not realizing that this term applies to your dear one as well. If we are malicious, she is the Devil.
So, I'm sorry to say that I'm siding against you, Nee-chan, but I am. You have your reasons and views, and I have mine. Challenge all you want, but your rage cannot touch me. Isolating Spyke, in my opinion, was the best thing that ever happened to DBIO, though it is unfortunate that things had to happen this way. I feel no sorrow for her plight, because, honestly, she brought it on herself. She was only digging her own grave from the beginning.
People who are meant to decieve are people who are best left alone. Maybe you'll learn that someday.
~Sakura
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Post by Malik_Desert_Dancer on Nov 30, 2008 14:39:36 GMT -5
Hey, Saku-chan, I've already seen many things wrong with what I was saying, I think that you and Spyke fall equal in my heart of people I'm close to. I love you all and I wish I hadn't moved because I feel like none of you are close too me anymore. I am out of the loop and I wish I wasn't but you try moving away for 6 years and then find out a friend is being isolated from your group of friends your confused and angry. Kila, I love you, you are one of my good friends and Kit is too. I just was shocked at how Kit was so angry at me. (T-T) not a good thing. I wasn't trying to be threatening, hell I may have been angry but your all my friends and you all mean the world to me. Nee-chan your mean. But I deserved most of the things you said. You are my twin even though we have totally different opinions of the world we will always be twins. I just wish I could have talked to you in a civilized manner,. but so many things were going wrong the day I spoke to spyke I just channeled all my anger into this. and Karma bit me back on friday. (T-T)
I got into a car accident! I didn't get hurt, just a fat lip and bruising on my arm, but my gods showed me I was wrong to judge *ALmighty Karma is in blunt terms a bytch*
I'm sorry for all that I have said, and I will be here if you ever want to reach me, I will leave my e-mail. kurasgirl@hotmail.com
I miss you guys. and Hate that we were yelling at each other, I was at the wrong and I understand that now..
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Post by Kila on Nov 30, 2008 15:44:04 GMT -5
I'm sorry that you got into an accident and I'm undeniably relieved that you're not hurt! Please stay safe, I'd hate for the last thing you knew of us to be a bitter thought >.<;. You're welcome to hang around you know, I think it'd be a lot of fun for you to drop a line every once in a while.
I'm glad that you're not still angry with me, my stress levels have been crazy and this little thing just set me off >.<;.
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Post by Malik_Desert_Dancer on Dec 3, 2008 19:58:11 GMT -5
>< I know how you feel, not only do I have mid terms in a week and a half but I have a bazillion college trips to go on and prep for next year. T-T
I'm ok, my bf just got a little scratched up and stuffs. ^-^
If you want me to stay I'd be glad to. I miss you all and I wrote a personal essay about you guys and my teacher was so moved by it he read it to the entire class. *was sitting slumped in desk witha giant blush because I hate having people praise my writting*
>< Nyah! I miss you guys..
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